Hi everybody so as of today I’m in the second trimester. I told about two people I’m pregnant. My family doesn’t know yet. I’m kind of scared because this is my second pregnancy and baby 1 was lost at 21 weeks. The friend I have keeps being dramatic and annoying about it. Idk if she’s excited or what but she keeps trying to tall me into doing big things like a huge reveal huge shower . Keeps asking when I’ll announce.. I haven’t even got past how far I was when I lost baby 1 so it’s still nerve racking for me.. I want to be excited but I just can’t get over being scared yet. My manager who also knows told another worker which kind of upset me cause I told the manager my story and Said nobody knows yet. Now ppl ask me things like names and when do I think I’ll show and honestly when it’s brought up I don’t even seem happy. It makes me feel like I’m being an asshole but it’s just fear and nerves. Any advice ? Anything to make me feel a bit better ?