Years ago I was not faithful to my partner honestly There is no excuse. I couldn't tell you why I did it but I did... We fought so bad... eventually the truth came out and it wasn't pretty it was the lowest point of my life when he found out. I realized way before he found out I messed up and I wanted to fix things... Yet I know what's done cant be undone... it's been about 2 years since he found out and I feel like we grew so much this past year and reconnected . I fell in love with my soulmate all over again!! Then today I received a text that made me think about how bad I hurt him.. I felt like I was having a panic attack now I'm worried he is going to hate me all over and he is going to have to heal all over again because of my stupid decision. I don't want to lose him again.. I'm sure I'll get tons of hate and that's ok but after my infidelity I learned so much...