Frustrating and tiring

My son is so unpredictable at night.

Some nights he’ll sleep right through from 7-6

Some nights he’ll wake up once at either 12, 2, 3 or 5

Some nights he’ll wake twice

I am tired. I am tired or trying to figure out what he wants.

Some nights I don’t know whether to feel tired or angry.

Tonight I’m angry.

Motherhood is beautiful but it’s also fucking frustrating and tiring