I’m 24- me and my mom have never had the best relationship, I have a lot of anger towards her because when I was younger I was molested by my cousin and over time she’d tell me to move past it & learn to be around him. So I’ve carried so much anger and hatred. We’re so distant it’s rare when we’re on “good” terms. Today my mom just told me she has an appointment for her monogram? I think that’s how you spell it.. because her breast came back abnormal or something wasn’t right so she has to go back and I’m already jumping then gun and I just feel mad and sad and everywhere. She’s 42 and idk ladies I’m everywhere right now, I don’t know what to think I kind of have guilt now because of the way I’ve always been with her. I’m also mad because she told me when she doesn’t even know if it’s going to be bad.

The reason she told me is because I’m starting my new job and she told me she couldn’t watch my daughter because of her appointment