Struggling so much, not sure what to do.

I’m 30 weeks and For the past few weeks I have been so alone and that I have no one around me who really cares. My whole pregnancy my husband has been so causal about it and just doesn’t really seem to care much at all. Lately I feel he has been so distant.

My mum died a couple of years ago and my died when I was 17 weeks pregnant. I don’t have any siblings and no family that I really feel that close too.

I feel so guilty I feel like this as we tried hard for this little one but I also feel such immense pain everyday and I don’t know how to pull myself out of this.

Has anyone else been here?