I am excited 😆 and freaking out and cautiously optimistic for what the possibility could bring. I wish I was way more excited but after 9 years of bfn I dont know how I’ll feel with a bfp should that be our outcome. It’s not easy with all these FET protocol meds giving me insomnia either. I have nothing but my thoughts to be alone with. Tww here I come!!

Update: wanted to include a shot of my embaby! I pray he/she sticks!

Update 2/18 - took this today when I woke up

I am in shock!