I’m 24 with my own apartment, car, and career. I’m a dental assistant and a real estate agent. I currently have two daughters (6&2) who I care for solely by myself. Their father is not involved. I had a one night stand last month with this guy I met, we have mutual friends. It wasn’t even 10 minutes. He pulled out and I did use spermicide because birth control was making my body go crazy after being on it for so long. I just found out I’m pregnant again. I’m lost for words. The father is 20 and very immature, I don’t even want to tell him. He’s the only man I slept with for the past 2 months but I know he’s going to deny it. Now I’ll be on my own with a 3rd child. My head is just everywhere right now. I’m not sure how to feel. I’m against abortion. I’ve been in this position after I had my 2 year old and I almost had an abortion but ended up miscarrying but i would’ve never forgave myself for the abortion if I had gone through with it. I just need some good thoughts right now.. Some type of motivation cause all I want to do is cry.