What was I even thinking? ❤️💔

When we met, we were wild. Old enough to know better but too young too care. Drinking more then we should, partying week days, sleeping in and being late for work.. We started spending alot of time together without realizing you slowly became my everyday. The I love you came, and it was the truth, I loved you. You were my best friend. But when you mentioned a "son" in my head I was thinking you were crazy. I loved you as a person. I didn't know if you'd make the best Dad. You were all about your friends and four wheeler. I was scared it was something you would never put second in your life. We had no schedule in our lives besides work. We were just living and living crazy, I just was happy to be with you and vise versa. I wasn't feeling well, and took a test, thinking wtf am I doing with my life? It was positive. We were both uneasy and nervous but it was our responsibility to take on the challenge we handed ourselves. We grew up fast, we didn't drink again, started working hard and got on a routine. We were preparing and I felt like I was seeing good changes in you but I was so scared of ending up doing it alone, well more scared that my child would be fatherless because I was irresponsible. When our son was born, Its like I watched a part of you come alive, a part I didn't know. I was so wrong. I'm sorry now for my doubts. In fact you're the best father I have ever known. I know dad's love their children but I never seen a daddy love their baby like you love ours. Our son gave me a meaning in my life and he changed us both completely, I know when I watch you guys laugh, play and hug, that he's so lucky to have you. You amaze me everyday.

Now he's everything to you. He's your best friend and your entire life. He made you complete and I can't even imagine you without that little boy anymore. ❤️

Update*

Thank you to all your kind words❤️ I notice everyday that I am blessed and I'm so thankful! I can't wait till all the expecting ladies get to experience watching your S/O love his child, It really shows you a side of them you never knew you needed to see. I was asked to show a pic of all of us. So this is the best I have on my new phone. Good luck to all of you and your familes! ❤️