So this guy and I met in chem class when I was a sophomore in high school and he was a junior. For the first like half of the year he was always in my group for projects and never really talked to me unless it was about a project. After that, he had my snap and we started talking more and more. By the end of the year he would walk with me to one of my classes and walk home with me after school. We didn't talk a ton over the summer but then all my junior year he would walk home with me and we just hang out in my backyard. I always told him that I didn't want to me more than friends and he would say okay that's fine I like being friends with you all while pulling me closer to him and trying to kiss me. After about a month of him doing that and not kissing him j felt bad and let him kiss me. From then, everyday we would hangout after school and have some fun (I guess. He always initiated it and I would start by saying no then event give in). Anyways, we would have little fights about just things but he would also talk to me about out future. He wasn't going to college and where I'm front that an awful thing. I never wanted to be a thing because I have never really been attracted to him. Just the things he would say to me. Making me feel special and appreciated.

So after and entire year and a half of use having this cycle of talking as friends, him wanting more and me giving more, him wanting more and me not giving in, us fighting, him blocking me on everything, then texting or calling me and saying he was sorry that he was being stupid, me forgiving him and use starting the cycle again. Finally I realized last a year ago today (Valentine's day) that this shouldn't be how relationships go. I told him that we were done for good and he said okay. I proceeded to have the best rest of my senior year and summer and first half of college.

Then since it had been about 6 months, I unblocked him and he followed me. So I followed him and he posted a picture of his baby niece. I dmed him saying she was beautiful. Then we started talking again and I told him I could only be friends with him and he apologized for everything saying how he had been immature. I accepted and we started talking again. He started flirting again and kept telling him that I didn't want that and he would say okay well there's no harm. I tried to tell him no but I just gave up. He had bought me a Christmas present and I told him I felt bad because I didn't get him anything but he said I let him back into my life and that was the best thing he could have asked for.

Today however (Valentine's day) he asked me what I wanted and I told him that I don't want presents from him ( my love language is words and quality time, not gifts) he proceeded to ignore me saying no and asking me what I wanted. We got into a fight about how I feel be doesn't listen to me and he said I just wanted to fight with him. He began to ignore everything I was saying and ask for my dorm number, when I said no he said said I didn't trust him and I agreed with him. I want to end this I think.

If you actually read this wow I'm impressed thankssss