Okay... I know I shouldn’t get my hopes up. We’ve been trying off and over for about a year, maybe longer. As soon as I get close to my period start date my mind always starts playing tricks.

I have my typically period symptoms but unless there is blood I some how talk myself into thinking I’m pregnant. It’s the absolute worst because then I start my period and I’m broken.

For example, I use both Flo and Glow. One says I was supposed to start today (26 days of cycle) and Glow says tomorrow (27 days). My cycle is always different... some months is 22 days then 25 or 27.

I’ve have bloated all week and very mild cramping the past few days. No spotting or blood. This isn’t really normal for me but I know I’ll start tomorrow maybe Sunday.

My problem is I keep thinking what if, what if I’m pregnant!

It’s emotionally exhausting.

Next week I have an apt to check my fertility and my husband is going in to have his sperm checked.

Please keep your fingers crossed for me.

Thanks ladies!