Distant

Idk why lately but I’ve been really distant with my boyfriend... we haven’t kissed or touched in about a month... it’s like I’m angry at the world for some reason... I believe my depression I coming up and I’m hiding inside myself like I used to we I was younger and dealing with it. I’m not mad at him or anything and he tries so hard to get my attention but it’s like I’m zoned out most of them time... scared that i can’t do this or that I want be a good mom... mostly sacred I’m gonna fuck this up... I’m trying to give more attention to him but it’s like everything sets me off so I let him be... please tell me if this has had to anyone else or is this even a bit normal