I’m really struggling and have been this entire pregnancy. I’m 6 months and everything makes me rage, irritates me, or makes me so sad.

I’ve struggled with my husbands side of the family cause they’re so over bearing and say whatever/do whatever they want.

I’ve struggled with a close friend since she got pregnant too cause it feels she’s been competing on who’s done more or knows more.

I’ve struggled with my body, I use to lift heavy and workout 6 times a week. I was so sick in the beginning and now my old workouts I can’t do. My nipples are so big, my belly pushes to the sides so I look so huge, nothing fits. I had an allergic reaction to a bv medication and have hives all over my legs for now the 5th week. No, my doctor isn’t concerned.

My husband acts like he can’t be a good buffer for his family cause he’s so overwhelmed but we deal with the same house, pets, and both work.

I had my mom to talk about all of this with but she tries to help by saying everyone means well and give the benefit of the doubt type of thing. Which is great and I should listen but it pisses me off. Idk why, everything just makes me so mad.

And I’m even scared to post on here because y’all can be so damn mean but hopefully just getting it out helps, maybe hearing I’m not alone in feeing this way.

I want to be happy.