Praying this is my rainbow baby!

Kim • Mom to one beautiful daughter born 8/13/18. Expecting rainbow baby 11/1/20 💕💙

The past two days I’ve seen faint positives until this morning my positive got brighter! My digital said pregnant! I want to be excited but I’ve experienced loss and the fear of it happening again is terrifying. 8.5 wk MMC discovered at 11 wks back in sept. Anyone else have tactics to get through the next 8 months? I don’t want to spend this whole pregnancy worrying!