My Dear Husband

My husband has so many underlying issues, I don’t know exactly where to begin. He needs counseling he needs to let go of some many different things he’s holding on to. My love is not enough. He is unbelievable broken. I’m a strong women. I’ve literally been through things that keep me awake at night. I’m in tears and my face is dry but if you look into my eyes they’re so big well you can see the pain through them. I support my husband. My love for him want change but I’m exhausted. His choices have crippled us both and left us stagnated and unable to grow as family. Why is it that I have to be the strongest. Why can’t I get the opportunity to be vulnerable and weak. Maybe I didn’t choose properly. It doesn’t matter. I married him. It’s the first year maybe I’m being to hard on us. We need couples counseling and he needs his own individual counseling like I get. I hope we can get through this. I’m trying not to throw in towel.