I am really struggling this week. I feel like my life is just stuck at this juncture of ttc and I am not able to move forward or even enjoy all the blessings in my life cos I can’t stop worrying about ttc #2. I feel anxiety as I see my #1’s babyness give way to looking like more like a kid, instead of appreciating her growing up! I dread her next milestones like teeth falling out or even her next birthday, that what if I get there and still not pregnant. I feel like I can’t decide if I should take a more flexible job (in case I have a second) or keep the one I have (in case I don’t). Like I said really struggling this week... I guess I am just looking for any kind words or your experiences...