Prayers appreciated

I’m going through a lot at the moment 😔

Divorcing my husband, but I haven’t started the process we’re still living together. I stay at my parents house some days out of the week with baby. I’m basically married to a liar

I don’t know if you guys remember my post but he cheated on me with a prostitute and lied about it saying it was 5 years ago when we were separated, it was actually while I was pregnant with my son. It doesn’t matter when to me, it’s just all bad. He also has been going to nude strip clubs getting lap dances, massage parlors getting hand jobs. Point is I’m done with him and being abused and treated like trash.

We had unprotected sex last month (i know so stupid of me) and I’m praying to God I get my period because I don’t wanna have another baby with him. Even if I was pregnant I’d raise both by myself. I don’t believe in abortion (personally). I’m just so overwhelmed with all of this and the thought of being a single mom is scary and now the possibility of 2 is just terrifying. I also have my cat and dog which my parents said I can’t bring with me so I’m looking into my own place with my son but the problem is that I don’t make enough on my own. Would I be able to do it with child support ?

I’m sorry this is all over the place I’m just venting

I really don’t want to be pregnant by him again. I’m so heartbroken.