Anal....

Hi, so I was horny tonight and have never done anal but thought about maybe trying it by myself. So I was about to fuck myself with a vibrator when I put it near my ass hole and started pushing it in a bit I didn’t put it fully in or anything just a bit and it felt great like way better than vaginal as I’ve always found it very hard to enjoy it. I feel like I’ve done something wrong or disgusting as anal is something I’ve always joked about but never ever thought about doing it. Help?