Matter of time

There he goes, throwing it in my face at 2Am. It was only a matter of time, before he did so. He always does.. I was getting our month old baby out the swing, to feed her. When he kept asking a silly question about the fan, I replied, which he didn't like reply the first time. So I got a little snappy, I apologized. Which he then got upset, and started to say about how I wouldn't know the feeling since I don't have to get up at 4Am for work. I told him he's right, I do get up to care for the baby at that time, But it's not the same. He then said, He knows I'm a mother, but I should get off my high horse, I'm not special. Then said how unappreciated he's feeling, and how I don't cook for him.. I haven't cooked for a month (just had the baby), Not because I don't want to. Simply because we either spent that money on getting our car out the impound, Oorr because he doesn't feel like going oorr feels like staying with the baby while I go alone.. But now I'm the bad one for not cooking. I don't see why he's feeling unappreciated, I thank him for picking up food or assisting with baby. Maybe it was because I didn't give him oral. Who knows, But I'm just blank... Now I know he's going out with his friends this weekend, and leaving me with our month old baby. I know it's my new job now, But I feel like he has it easy. Which makes me not want to go back to work, since I'll be doing everything.... Sigh