Life is draining every part of me

2019 was the worst year of life. I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and insomnia. I hit the lowest point of my life. I dropped out of my last year of college, I lost my job, and I hated myself inside and out. It got so hard to get out of bed and eat, shower, and just take care of myself overall.

Last year was filled with so many struggles: I had a physical altercation with my own father, my car broke down and it costs me hundreds of dollars, I got the dream job I wanted that went downhill (management never paid me on time & horrible communication), dental problems that cost me hundreds, and my bf found out his mother was stealing his tax money so he had to move in with me.

It was so much to take in and now it’s 2020. January was a hard month for me to adjust but February is even worse. I started having some problems with my breast and it turns out it could be cancerous and they also found a tumor...I feel like life has been taking everything from me. From school to work to my health and my car and my relationships. It’s draining me so much and I’m trying to be strong but I need a break. I’m constantly trying to get back to normal and then things like this happen. Anyone else struggling with life? What can you even do to help mask the pain you’re trying so hard to get over?