Just venting..

Just venting...I feel so bad for feeling so judge mental but I just need to get this off my chest..

A girl I went to high school with had not one but seven abortions. She used them as birth control. She got married last year and just gave birth to a baby girl this week. What the actual fuck? I never got pregnant before getting married, was always careful. Since I have been trying I have had four miscarriages. It’s not fair. It’s really not. I know I shouldn’t compare but why does someone so careless get a baby and I don’t?