10 weeks today!

I had to reschedule my appointment for this Wednesday. I was so devastated because I had been waiting four weeks to see my babe again. Everything looked great at my first appointment, but there wasn’t a heartbeat yet because I was so early. I’ve been so worried about going to this next appointment, and I’m bummed I had to reschedule because now I’m even more anxious about it.

I’m just honestly scared that there won’t be a heartbeat. So much so that I don’t want my 3 year old going to the appointment with her father and I because I’m still unsure if all is well because it hasn’t been confirmed yet.

I’ve had no spotting or bleeding of any kind, my corpus luteum is still there because it’s causing pain when my bladder is fuller like it’s done since week 4, my boobs are amazingly beautiful and full right now, the mood swings are making seem slightly insane, and my skin is starting to break out and get darker spots. My morning sickness has been hiding away for four days, and that’s got me worried because I have been soooo sick the past few weeks. But I also think it might be because I switched prenatals, and it stopped the day after I did that.

So far I honestly have nothing to really make me worry so much because I’ve had pretty normal symptoms that make me feel like I’m very pregnant. But I can’t help but worry. I just want to see my baby and see a heartbeat and movement so I know everything is normal.