Ivf — my preg test is tomorrow !!

Was anyone else so nervous they were even more irritable and crazy the day before their test ? Is it normal to be so doubtful ? I ve been trying for 18 months , 4 iui’s and a miscarriage 1 yr ago to date . I’m so used to the negative. I feel pregnant but I’ve been fooled before due to all of these hormones being injected into my body . Please pray for me! Please let this be my time !🤞🏼🙏🏻. I haven’t even tried a few days early because I’m so scared it will be negative