Crossing roads

My boyfriend (or well ex now) just broke up with me over his manipulative emotional blackmailing ex 😫 I found out that he is using her picture in his Whatsapp background still when he screenshotted me something and send it over to me. I was like wtf? Turns out he still has feelings for her 😣 So he broke up with me after 1,5 months...yes super short, I think it’s the shortest relationship I have ever been in 😕 I mean we knew each other for over a year, he broke up with his ex and then jumped over to me and I think that’s where it went wrong...

It’s hard, because he would talk about the problems he had with her to me...we talked for months, I gave advice but then it turns out we started having feelings for each other and then that’s how we got together. But now after 1,5 months..seriously?! It’s even harder to see him pass by his car to work every morning, we come cross each other every single day at the same traffic light at the same time otw to work, him coming from the other side turning into the street that I’m driving on. We used to wave or give signs to each other, but now I don’t know what I should do when I come across him on the road 😑 Ignore? Stick out my middle finger? 🙈 My contract finishes in June with my current job, so I’ll be crossing him for that long.. who knows what happens in between those months... but I can’t take another road, it’s the only main road to work.. maybe put on some loud happy music and pretend I’m having the time of my life in my car. When it’s good weather I like to drive my motorbike to work, maybe wear a sexy top with my boobs sticking out hahaha 😂 Recommend me some happy get-over-it songs so that I can play them in my car and show him I’m fine without you! 💁🏻‍♀️

Update:

Day 1:

I’m not going to update everyday, but since this is the first day after our breakup... Yep, there he was at the trafficlight again. It was tough... luckily it was raining, so he couldn’t really see what was going on on my face. I pretended ignoring him, just looking straight. And as his light was turning green, there, he passed by... I just keep thinking what an idiot he is for falling for her tricks....he said many times that she actually wanted to kill herself if he would leave her, she’s that kind of person... Maybe my words aren’t enough...he probably needs a copy of my self help book regarding “emotional blackmail”. I’ll probably drop it at his work place next week when he and everyone’s else is not around just leaving it on his chair at the garage with his name on it and that’s it. In his last text he said “whatever you judge about my gf, that is your right”, well I actually didn’t judge her to be honest, I took the words straight out of that book 😂

Update:

Day 25:

Funny when I mentioned “who knows what happens in between those months” well this obviously 😂 :

I have been in lockdown from the Corona Virus since the 18th and work from home. The last time I saw him was the day before my lockdown, he was driving together with his work buddy and I was driving together with my brother. They saw us, we saw them. I texted him a few days before that my brother is here with me now, no reply and I do not expect him to reply... 2 days before, I messaged him about the book. I actually sent him a link of a woman who has the same zodiac sign as his and she explained why the book has helped her so much realising that she was in the wrong relationship. I told him: “Well here is my ‘judgement’, words that I got straight out of a book!” 😂 Those were the 2 messages I’ve sent and that’s it.

To be honest looking at my timeline, this whole breakup thing definitely might have happened for a reason. I mean, first week my brother was here that came a loooong way, after that he went back home and I have been on lockdown from work since...so it all makes sense. My ex’s job is risky, he works for the government and has to be standby at all times. So I think the break up and staying away from him is a good idea after all 💁🏻‍♀️

Don’t know how long this virus thing is going to last...

Stay safe ladies & take care. I’ll keep you updated.