Struggling so much

My mental health is awful at the moment and everyone around me is getting pregnant. It’s not fair I lost my baby at 10 weeks due to partial molar and my boyfriend doesn’t want to try again till next year or the year after due to him not being ready seeing as my baby was an accident (a happy one for me) i would of been due a couple weeks after my birthday and that’s in two months and I just can’t cope anymore it’s horrible