Needing to vent

I just had my baby girl February 14th, and things have been hard. It’s been hard adjusting to 4-6 hours of sleep a night (compared to 10 hours), I’m an army wife and live 9 hours away from my home town so I don’t have any help from family with our baby. Well my husband goes back to work Monday and I’m over here staying up with the baby now because of it, and this little girl doesn’t like to sleep unless she’s on me. Well today I got 4 hours of sleep so did my husband but we’re getting him back on his work schedule and this man takes a 3-4 hour nap today we’ll I stay up, and now I’m trying to sleep but of course I can’t. I feel so overwhelmed by everything and I’m honestly starting to question my abilities to do any of this. Everyone tells me I’m a good mom but I feel like I just suck. My husband goes out and does stuff and I’m just stuck at home with my baby. I feel so over worked. I would post this normal and not anonymously but I feel like I’m going to get back lash and say I shouldn’t have a child if I can’t handle it. I just needed to vent guys. I’m sorry.