With my other 2 pregnancies I lived on my own and was constantly on my feet cleaning, literally non stop. I have always been a neat freak.

But with this one, things in my personal life went downhill and We live with my mom now. I’m not sure if it was the depression or the sickness from this pregnancy (for some reason I had nausea / near fainting from weeks 20 until now 37 weeks. But I would have to force myself out of bed. Force myself to clean. Etc

But the past few days I haven’t gone back to sleep after dropping my littles to school. I pop out of bed. Granted I’m in a mood at how dirty my mom lets her house get but I’ve been scrubbing. I’ve spent $100 on cleaning supplies. I’ve gotten toothbrushes and scrubbed the base boards. I just need it so clean