It's so hard after over 2 years at trying,2misscarrages and 1 chemical and getting ask all the time "Are you going to be planning to have a baby yet?" Its so hard when they dont no what's going on behind close doors, and seeing all your friends and family extending their own. My heart breaks month after month. After numerous appointments at the doctors, opks, pressed, multivitamins, change of diet and exercise. Pretty much everything you can do to get your body ready, you feel like a failure. Getting told you have endometriosis, low levels of oestrogen and high levels of testosterone. Maybe have problems with fertility and needing more test, you just feel like you wanna give up. I just want to be happy and have a family of my own, when is it going to happen?

Sorry rant over x