My mom tried to get me to marry my rapist. It was my fault it happened. I should have made shure to use a condom. I was supposed to just live with the fact that I got pregnant from rape. I didn't just let it happen. I came home with a black eye and a broken nose. Yah I totally wanted it. My mom wouldn't even let me give the baby up for adoption she literally cut the internet connection when I was taking to the adoptive family via Skype. She got on MY phone that I paid for and acted like she was me and told them to fuck off. I didn't want to marry my rapist I didn't want to have the baby and I felt like crap. I was forced in in to a position I didn't see a way out of so I took up extreme sports. And then I decided that fuck it I will have the baby and leave it with my mom and run away never go back. then I had a misscarige after my rapeist raped me again punching and kicking me in my stomach when I tried to get away. My mom thought i had an abortion because i was taking tylenol then she disowned me and told me to go with my "husband " my rapist she wanted me to live with my rapist. So I ran away I haven't seen any of them since I also contacted the adaptive family and explained everything that had happened and apologized for the loss of their child.and I invited them to the babys funeral. Then I proceeded to donate some of my eggs to them for free.