when I was four years old i got scared in the middle of the night as usual at the time. I came into my parents’ bedroom and told my mom that I was scared. she told me to lay in between her and my dad. so I slept there the night and when I woke up my mom was gone and my dad was still laying there. This is gonna be very embarrassing to say but I noticed his down there area was erect. like maybe he had morning wood idk? but the embarrassing part is I had never seen a man’s down there before and I was curious to know what it looked like down there and like i started to touch it. it was at this time also I noticed he had no underwear on or anything. but as I was doing this he started to wake up (or maybe he was already awake idk?) but he just put his hands behind his head and just like let me do it? he was clearly awake by now but I had no idea he was “getting off on it” as I knew girls and boys had diff parts but I didn’t know anything about sex. he was like breathing hard and yeah and then I accidentally scratched him and he told me no don’t do that and “to just”...he like motioned at me to continue but he didn’t finish the sentence. then my mom came back in the room and yelled at me to stop that and get off him and to go in my room. then she asked him “Fred...what?” he didn’t say anything. and that was literally the last time I heard of it.