Just in case you all are wondering: not tears of happiness. That’s why I’m posting.

My boyfriend is black. I am white. I hate that this is the reason that this is coming up, but it is.

My dad hates interracial relationships. He is racist and very unaccepting. I’ve asked him if I can go out with my boyfriend (who my dad doesn’t know is my boyfriend) so many times but he always says no. He tells me to find a white guy.

We just had school canceled for a month cause of the coronavirus, and my boyfriend and I are devastated because we won’t get to see each other.

He begged me to tell my dad. He wants to go out with me so bad. My heart literally broke hearing him plead...

I told him I would try. Bit I’ve tried before, and he knows what will end up happening. He literally started crying right there next to me...

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to handle my dad. I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to say to my boyfriend.

Girls I’m so lost.