COVID-19 ruined my honeymoon/R&R

We are dual military. My husband and I have been long distance for a year and 7 months. We haven’t seen each other in 10 months. I’m stationed in Belgium and he is in Iraq. We were supposed to see eachother in 17 days and travel around Europe. BUT GUESS WHAT HAPPENED. No one is allowed to take leave or travel. I totally understand (kinda; my job requires me to travel 3/4 weeks of the month. So what’s the difference of being locked up in a hotel with my husband in a country I go to all the time). So instead of seeing my husband I have to sit here after 10 months and wait until SEPTEMBER. At that time it’ll be 15 months. This is COMPLETE FUCKING BULLSHIT. I don’t care about the thousands of dollars wasted in the honeymoon that’s already paid for and non refundable. I just want to see him. Hug him. Give me 5 minutes I don’t care. I just miss my husband. Fuck this virus.