VENT PLEASE READ

I am a 20 year old mom to a 2 year old baby

I take care of my mom and two teen boys. My dad left us, I recently found out the reason why he left. My dad was in trouble and is now in jail.

I’m taking care of 5 including me. While going to school full time and working full time to be able to provide for my family. I’m getting more and more tired as days go by. I feel like I can’t ask for help, I have to be able to put my family through this tough time. I can’t enjoy my time with my baby or with my siblings. I’m working and going to school. When I’m home i have to sleep or study for class. My family and I are very religious and we pray that we’re able to pass this fast and as best as a can. Sometimes I feel like my prayers aren’t heard. I need help. I need strength. That’s all I could really ask for right now. I’m not able to talk to anyone i know. Because my mom will find out and she doesn’t want word out about my dad leaving us. She said we have enough. She doesn’t want people to feel sorry for us. I see my siblings struggle through the day. Getting by without tears it seems to be harder each day. I’m trying to do what my mom wants. But it’s affecting me too