Just got my positive although I already knew I was pregnant based on my symptoms( I’m really in tune with my body)

I have a soon to be 4 years old and 1 yr old. For some reason I feel so scared about having 3 kids!

I feel like I haven’t gave my 1 year old enough love. I don’t know! Maybe I’m nervous, maybe this is normal and I’m not the only one that has felt like this before 😓

Idkkkk! I don’t know if I’m going to feel the excitement eventually 🤦🏽‍♀️

I also don’t want think like this about the baby, I feel horrible that I’m not excited.