Just so down

I am so down and ashamed of myself. With all this coronavirus and stock piling/shortage on shelves there was no sanitary towels or even tampons (out of 15 years having periods ive never had to go without pads or even seen the shelve empty of them) luckily i have a menstrual cup but unluckily its leaked and i didnt have a pad on (my extra support) im new to cups so cant place them accurately without leakage.

Just so upset, disgusted and ashamed of myself and other women that have stock piled and making others go without.