Feeling defeated needing words of encouragement

Finally got my positive on opk earlier today so I decided to baby dance which failed because my boyfriend isn’t nutting. It’s being frustrating cause he’ll nut ANY OTHER TIME & the one day it counts he doesn’t nut. I don’t have it in me to fuck all night long knowing he should’ve nutted 30 mins ago. It’s so annoying and makes me think something is wrong with me. Definitely feeling sad tonight. Another cycle missed.