Coping with the TWW

I'm trying so hard to hold off to test. This TWW is killing me! I've always been told conceiving would be hard for me since I have PCOS but I have the feeling that this could be my time. I'll be crushed if I'm just sick since I've been experiencing a lot of nausea. I know this is all a jumbled mess of a post but I had to get it all off my chest. Is there anyone else struggling with waiting right now? How did you cope with it?