first kiss

Abigail

so my boyfriend wanted to kiss me once while hanging gout with a group of friends including my best friend.All three of us are sitting around and my boyfriend tells my best friend what he wants to do and she freaks and i have have no clue why she’s freaking out.but then she has to leave and all the boys go to get something to eat and so i call my best friend and i’m like why were you freaking out and she said bc your bf wants to kiss you and i’m like woah woah woah i’m only 13 not right now maybe later but not right now so she calls him and is like you can’t do it today and he comes back to see me and looks all sad and i’m like great! But then he tried doing it like a few weeks later and i freak out again and i’m like noooo but now i’m kinda feel like giving it a shot and everything but i’m worried that i’m not gonna do good enough or my breath is gonna smell or something bad happens and i know he really wants to do it and i just need help!!! i want to kiss him and kinda surprise him bc he thinks i don’t wanna kiss him and that’s not the issue