Hospitalized

Today I was hospitalized with pneumonia and blood infection waiting on COVID swab to come back but on top of that my lupus and fibromyalgia is flaring so I’m in tremendous pain. Then I yelled at nurses for making jokes at an inappropriate time when people are already in panic, I myself have a sick since of humor and I have to laugh to keep from crying so I’m all down for a joke even if at my own expense shit I’ll laugh with u but today was not the time I’m normally like whatever I’m ok I got this but I’m hurting bad they gotta figure it out I can’t go home in all this pain