Anyone else feeling down - baby girl is 1 week tomorrow

RAS • Mommy to Mila Rose 9-2-18 & Isla Lily 03-21-20 🎀💗🙏🏻

I can’t help it today I keep crying I dunno if it’s post partum hormones, sleep deprived I woke up with a headache today all day. My daughters new born shoot was suppose to be this coming Monday but obviously with everything shut down and people not takin clients at the time I got sad today even though I knew this 2 weeks ago. I keep thinking about when my first daughter was born the first week we were surrounded by family & friends. We were not allowed any visitors at the hospital. We got discharged the next day thankfully. My husband keeps saying thank God we are healthy and my 18 month & new born are good too. I keep trying to tell myself it’s not a big deal like weddings and events have been postponed and/or canceled. It just sucks and I need to finally vent. I had anxiety all week leading up to the birth bc I was just anxious going to the hospital. I want all this to be over for everyone around the world and go back to normal. Hard to control something that is out of your control