Finally letting go.

I have been in love for nine years. Forgave him for so much stuff, everytime he said he wasnt sure about us, i would stay and talk to him still when he figured it out, he is saying it again and said hes not 100% sure our future will happen together but he still wants to see how things go, im standing up for myself and telling him to go figure it out without me. It hurts but it hurts also getting told this every four months