Okay..

My boyfriend and I got into an argument and were on the verge of breaking up. He ignored me for an entire week and I finally started to contact him to try to fix things. Which he didn’t reciprocate.. okay.

Then my friend sends me a screenshot of his profile on tinder.. which he only “paused” while we were in a relationship.... I sent the screenshot to him and said good luck (at this point I didn’t know we were just completely done, I was trying everything to work it out) he read the message, and then blocked my # and blocked me on social media.

I’m so lost. I trusted this guy more than I’ve ever trusted anyone before. Not to mention, the reason why we got into an argument was because he was being really distant. I’m talking, not calling or texting me at all throughout each day and waiting for me to call or text him.. he was also being snappy and he was a very nice dude up until that point apparently. So now I’m like wow..... did he have the tinder up way before we broke up and that was why he was distant? Fucking a.

People don’t realize things like this make people feel like they are not good enough.

Just makes me so sad and scared to date. Idk.

Not to mention, we were saying I love you to each other. Then he just drops me like I never mattered. My world is just confusing right now I feel so weird I’ve never felt this way before... like was it all fake..? What the hell

I have a hard time believing that he was not that great of a guy and that it was just me.. not being good enough?? Idk.