Just need some positive thoughts

Laura
Hello ladies. I'm currently 11 weeks pregnant. This is the most stressful pregnancy ever. I was pregnant last year and had severe preeclampsia at 25 weeks and had my little man a few days later via emergency csection. My little man got sick when he was a month old and passed away due to complications with pneumonia. So this pregnancy is killing me. My doctors say this time I'm going to have to get another csection and they absolutely won't let me go past 37 weeks. I'm worried I won't make it that far though. My blood pressure never really went down and I never stopped leaking protein. I'm just wondering when you ladies had your precious babies and how long your stay was. What were the big issues you faced with your preemie? Any stories help ease my mind. Thanks in advance ladies :)