😩 Anyone else feel like this?

Got my BFP 4 days ago and I'm so freaking happy but also can't help but feel anxious about something bad happening 😢 I just wanna test all the time to see HCG progression. I'm only 4 weeks today and see people unfortunately have miscarriages so often 😢 I have no date yet to see a midwife.

Anyone have any coping mechanisms? Or feeling the same?