SO I'm young. I'm a teen. And my boyfriend and I just had our 6 month anniversary. In my past, I sent many naked pictures because of people either forcing it or me simply being dumb and wanting attention. In a last thing I had with someone, they weren't very good, we were never official, and it was 7 months.

I just recently got comfortable enough with him and my body to send him not naked pictures but somethings that make me feel good.

He has a very high sex drive, always red (our code word for horny) but that's just because of hormones. Believe me, I do too, just not all the time.

He is very touchy and I don't mind, I let him know when I'm uncomfortable or I don't like it.

But I don't know if it's because of my past I feel bad for not doing anything more, or..??

I want to wait. We are both virgins, and I'm scared about losing my virginity, the way my body is. I have extreme sexual anxiety.

I have many flaws and what if I want to go all the way and when he notices my flaws, he kinda just like, idk, wants to throw up?

I know this was long but I feel like this is weird, any advice?