so basically I had a best friend. this girl and I were so close. we would have died for each other. we met these two guys and we were both dating them so we had a whole group. originally one of these boys and I started talking and that’s why i introduced my best friend and him. I was head over heels for this boy. the shit he would say to me, for example he wanted to marry me and I was his reason for living, had me feeling so special. this boy and I would just sit in a car for hours and hours until 4 in the morning talking about anything and everything. he eventually asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. this is where shit hit the fan. he randomly ghosted me one day and then I slowly started to find out that he had been fucking other girls while we were dating. I was devastated. eventually he texted me and basically threatened to pull up at my house and get me beat up. keep in mind all while this is happening my best friend is right there supporting me and defending me and literally holding me while i cried over this boy for hours. it’s been about a month since that happened and she started to distance herself from me and post with my ex. she swore up and down nothing was happening though. I literally saw her last night and she told me how much she missed me and loved me. they got arrested together about an hour after I saw them and my friend called me to tell me that one of the guys there were with told her that they had just got done fucking when 12 pulled up. i’m emotionally numb. I just can’t believe this is happening I have no one.