I'm ready to leave..

I've left before and always come back due to feeling alone and like nobody wanted me or my son around (brainwashing) but I'm due in 33 days and work has been slow and his mom is here everyday, but I think I'm finally ready to leave when he does go back to work, take my son and whatever papers we need and start all over on everything because I know he will destroy and keep everything of ours away from me.. he's abusive and gets mad at me when I don't let him drink or let him drink too much, when I sleep in or when I don't do anything, I'm scared to talk and do anything.. before I got pregnant e use to pinch me all over and bite my fingers when I wouldn't do what he says.. so I need support from my fellow nurture ladies, y'all been a great support system and this is honestly the only place I can secretly talk about everything without judgement.. the next few days will be hard because the virus has slowed work and he's been drinking a lot and getting mad a lot but once he goes back I'm leaving and blocking him on everything.. I'll leave town if I have too