Scheduled C-section Date Given

Hi ladies, anyone else having a scheduled cesarean? I was called today from my hospital and they've booked me for the 21st of May. My original Due Date is the 24th. I am somewhat disappointed because I didn't have a say with any of it and to top it all off I am apparently going to be put on the emergency c section list because there is no dates for scheduled, what that means is, I have to be in my hospital at 6.30 am and wait for a magical opening to be squeezed in. My two previous children were actual emergency c section so I had hoped at least this one could be somewhat planned but I guess nothing is really working out for me. I am already depressed that I won't even be able to see my children for the length of my STAY at hospital due to all that is going on and now this. Sorry I just needed to vent. ❤