Miscarriage

So I recently just went through a miscarriage, we had been ttc baby #1 for a while and it’s really heartbreaking to go through this. We want to try again but I’m just so anxious about it. It doesn’t even seem the same the first time we BD after the miscarriage. Has anybody else went through something like this? I want our rainbow baby so bad but I’m so scared to go through this again. 😔