Okay so I had two cousin one like 17 the other one 13 they were brothers and it all started with the 17 year old making me blow job him in front of his brother his brother was in the laptop I was sitting down on the bed he was standing and made me suck it it tasted so nasty and then the other one asked him what are you doing and then they both did it and touched me threw my panties they didn’t get to penetrate me but then I started touching my self at 8 and felt horny now at 21 I feel like I need to do it since I was 13 I started doing it with different boys going to there houses lying when going out letting a whole bunch of different guys come in me sometimes seeing to different guys one one day of the week then the next day another now now I’m married and I feel desperté when I don’t have sex I feel like I need it to make me happy I feel like I can’t breath that I need it and my cousins were never charged by the way I have years without seeing them since I was 8 I moved they have kids now also. I just love doing it everyday and cry when I don’t feel satisfied by my husband or if we don’t do it often I feel desperate if I can’t do it when I do it I feel so happy.