I don’t know the point of this post.. just to rant about TTC for 2 years

Every week every month I test and test and test just to get negatives or worse... the faint lines that you don’t know are real or those Evap lines.. getting faint lines to get a blood test to be told it’s negative.. trying diets, BD every other day, thinking every cramp or nausea could be finally me being pregnant but nup.. just endless disappointment and sadness.. everyone around me is having babies, even people that didn’t really want them, ones that are falling pregnant just to trap their partners.. but someone that has wanted a baby since a child herself and haven’t had my dream come true is just getting to depressing..

I’m sorry for this depressing post, I just wanted to rant to people that understand.